Bol4 - To My Youth
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어
Naneun hanttae naega i sesange Sarajigil baraesseo
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Aku pernah berharap aku menghilang dari dunia ini
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I once wished I would disappear from this world
온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날
On sesangi neomuna kamkamhae
Maeil bameul uldeon nal
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Seluruh dunia tampak sangat gelap dan aku menangis setiap malam
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The whole world seemed so dark and I cried every night
차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까
Charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalkka
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Jika aku menghilang, apakah aku akan merasa lebih baik?
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Would I feel better if I just disappeared?
모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워
Moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeowo
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Aku begitu takut dengan orang-orang yang menatapku
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I'm so afraid
Of the way everyone’s looks at me
아름답게 아름답던
Areumdapge areumdapdeon
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Selama hari-hari indah itu
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During those beautifully beautiful days,
그 시절을 난 아파서
Geu sijeoreul nan apaseo
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Aku kesakitan
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I was in pain
사랑 받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서
Sarang badeul su eopseossdeon
Naega neomuna silheoseo
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Aku membenci diriku sendiri Karena tidak bisa menerima cinta
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I hated myself for not being able to receive love
엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데
Eommaneun appaneun da naman baraboneunde
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Ibu dan ayahku, mereka hanya menatapku
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My mom and dad, they’re only looking at me
내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데
Nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde
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Bukan itu perasaanku sebenarnya
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It’s not how I really feel
자꾸만 멀어만 가
Jakkuman meoreoman ga
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Namun aku terus menjauh
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But I keep getting farther away
어떡해 어떡해
Eotteokhae eotteokhae
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Apa yang harus aku lakukan?
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What do I do?
시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고
Sigani yagiraneun mari naege jeongmal majdeorago
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Perkataan waktu bisa menyembuhkan sesungguhnya benar bagiku
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The saying time is medicine was really true for me
하루가 지나면 지날수록
Haruga jinamyeon jinalsurok
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Seiring berjalannya waktu
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As the days went by
더 나아지더라고
Deo naajideorago
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Aku benar-benar menjadi lebih baik
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I really got better
근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면
Geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokhamyeon
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Tapi terkadang, ketika aku terlalu bahagia
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But sometimes, when I’m too happy
또 아파올까 봐
Tto apaolkka bwa
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Aku khawatir aku akan kesakitan lagi
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I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again
내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐
Naega gajin i haengbokdeureul
Nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa
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Aku takut seseorang akan mengambil kebahagiaan ini
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I’m afraid that someone will take away this happiness
아름다운 아름답던
Areumdaun areumdapdeon
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Kenangan indah indah itu
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Those beautifully beautiful memories
그 기억이 난 아파서
Geu gieogi nan apaseo
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Begitu menyakitkan
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Were so painful
아픈 만큼 아파해도
Apeun mankeum apahaedo
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Aku tersakiti dan tersakiti
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I was hurting and hurting
사라지지를 않아서
Sarajijireul anhaseo
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Tapi rasa sakit tidak akan hilang
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But the pain wouldn’t go away
친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데
Chingudeureun saramdeureun da Naman baraboneunde
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Teman-temanku, semua orang itu
Mereka hanya menatapku
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My friends, all these people, they’re only looking at me
내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데
Nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde
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Ini bukan aku yang sebenarnya
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This isn't how I really am
자꾸만 멀어만 가
Jakkuman meoreoman ga
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Namun aku terus menjauh
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But I keep getting farther away
그래도 난 어쩌면 내가 이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐
Geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon
Naega i sesange balkeun biccirado doelkka bwa
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Tapi tetap saja, Mungkin aku bisa menjadi
Cahaya terang di dunia ini
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But still, maybe I can be
A bright light in this world
어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을
Eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul
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Mungkin setelah semua rasa sakit itu
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Maybe after all of that pain
내딛고서라도
Naeditgoseorado
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Aku bisa segera bersinar terang
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I could shine a light
짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐
Jjalpge bicceul naebolkka bwa
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Even it's short
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Meskipun itu sebentar
포기할 수가 없어
Pogihal suga eopseo
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Jadi aku tidak bisa menyerah
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So I couldn’t give up
하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가
Harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eopsdeon
naega
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Aku tidak bisa tertidur dengan nyenyak untuk satu malam pun
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I couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night
이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면
Ireohgerado ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon
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Karena mungkin jika aku terus mencoba bangun seperti ini
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Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this
내가 날 찾아줄까 봐
Naega nal chajajulkka bwa
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Aku akan menemukan siapa diriku
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I will find myself
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
Aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
Aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
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Harus seberapa menyakitkankah itu?
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How painful must it have been?
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
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Harus seberapa menyakitkankah itu?
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How painful must it have been?
얼마나
Eolmana
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Seberapa
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How much
얼마나
Eolmana
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Seberapa
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How much
얼마나 바랬을까
Eolmana baraesseulkka
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Harus seberapa tinggikah harapanku?
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How high must my hopes have been?
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